Nothing like reading your own words from the past to inspire you to move on, ever more aggressively, forward.

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"When you love someone, they are hard to overlook. It is hard to temporarily put aside such a central focus of your mind. It is hard to feel nonchalant when you have a downcast heart.

When you love someone, it is as easy to misinterpret them as it is to understand them. It is hard to avoid their influence.

When you love someone, it is easy to smile each time they cross your mind; sometimes, it’s hard to stop. Other times, it’s easy to choke up. It is easy to forget how easily they can hurt you. It is easy to forget how much heartache they can cause.

When you love someone,they are easy to see. They are easy to touch. Their fingers are easily woven between your own. They are so very easy to miss. They are easy to cry over, over and over again. They’re easy to worry for, and they are easy to worry about. They are easy,too easy, to forgive.

When you love someone, they’re easy to hug. They’re easy to kiss. They are easy to fall for. They are easy to want to love forever.

It is impossible to extinguish someone who you love, used to love, or thought you loved from your heart. If you think otherwise, then please, for your own sake, stop fooling yourself."

http://sarascheid.tumblr.com/

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FUCK
ME
DEAD.

Labels: food, obsession

( from my tumblr )

I think I moaned a bit.

Labels: personal, tumblr

Labels: photography, photos

FRIENDS / CLASSMATES / COLLEAGUES / SOMEONE YOU ADMIRE / PEOPLE IN GENERAL ETC.

They are the biggest inspiration :)

Labels: friends, personal

(HAHAH, This is fucking texta or some shit)

Labels: photos

Not my own personal fashion icon or whatever, but my friend Alice's. Figured I might as well share the lovee* :)

SHE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE ALICE WOULD LOOK IF SHE WAS WHITE AND RICH AND RED-HAIRED AND WHATNOT. THEY EVEN LOOK SIMILAR~!




Do you see the resemblance? X'D

*Or beauty, as she'd say.

Labels: fashion, friends, icon

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — A picture of somewhere you've been to
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to [nts: God (Amen, Tanza)]
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — Songs you listen to when you are happy, angry, bored, hyped, sad
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind — good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest (Oh dear god I was hoping this one wouldn't come up)
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — A letter to a celebrity you want to kick in the face
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — A HEARTFELT letter to food
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — Nicknames; why you have them
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

SERIOUS ATTEMPT THIS TIME, GUYS. :|

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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD THESE MAKE MY HEART BEAT SO QUICKLY.













LITERALLY JUST STARTED LIKING LIKE EVERY FUCKING JELLYFISH PHOTO ON WEHEARTIT.COM :| NO HOMO. BITCHES, MARVEL AT THEIR MAGNIFICENCE.

Labels: animal, obsession, photos

I hate feeling so inadequate. I hate feeling like I wasn't good enough. I hate feeling worthless, insignificant, invisible. I hate feeling bitter, like everything meant nothing, even though that's not true. I hate that you fucking forgot me in a month and engraved another's name in your heart in the next. I hate that she has the same fucking name as me. I hate that I still think about you every day, and I don't mean to, you're just There All The Time. I hate that I KNOW that you're NOT thinking about me and I'm wasting my fucking time.

I hate that I can't write this on my blog because I'm stupid and I go and mouth it off to everyone within my vicinity to read it so now I can't post personal shit cause everyone else will be fucking stalking me and reading my QQing and shit so I CAN'T qq, or else people will TALK and I want everyone to fuck off. I hate how I remember reading this on other people's blog and thinking how ..strange it was, and wondering/concluding that I'd never be in that position.

I hate so much that I tried to work things out with you, even when we were done a long time ago. I hate that I'm fine, I hate how okay I am without you. I hate that you're even fucking better, you have someone else.

Most of all, I'm so glad that all this hate will end up being past tense. Because I love me. I love myself, I'm going to treat myself better and focus on ME and patch myself up, because I've learnt now. I need to love and support myself first, before I do it for anyone else. I realised that that was my mistake when I was with you. I put too much pressure on you to make me happy, when all along it was literally in my own hands.

But I won't stop hating that you never said any of this to me. That you never ..made any effort. That when you did, I didn't appreciate it or I didn't see it.

This is just my mini in-the-heat-of-the-moment rant post. I feel this way right NOW, but I won't feel like this the next day, I tell you. I never go a day without smiling & that's a fact.

I'm beautiful. I know this, because you said so yourself.

I hate, but I love so much more.

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I love good schools. There's such a pleasant feeling of community and success, and it makes you want to do just as good as everyone else is. Teachers have the intent to educate, not to just stuff information in you. High school is probably The Element which pretty much shapes the rest of your life. Friends, teachers, goals, aspirations, people, classmates..

And the parties, the fights, the new friends, the parties, the heartbreak, the talks, the smallest things which change everything.

I am so lucky.

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DO YOU GUYS LIKE NEW LAYOUT? :) The default one before made every single post, like, massive, because it adjusts to how large your screen resolution is. =(

OH MY GOD :(.

Labels: photography, photos

I've been sort of devising up my own quotes lately. So these are a mixture of some "motto's" (if you can even call them that XD) that I've been living by lately.

You are the one who chooses to be happy or sad.

Trust yourself. Will upload more later LOL.

Labels: personal, quote

I'm uncapped! Yay! Hahaha. I feel more complete now, if that even makes any sense. I've gotten my fill of youtube and tumblr and whatnot and it makes me so glad to see those pretty photos again :).

Hmm, but what inspired me today wasn't aesthetics.. It was my English tutor teacher who gave us a firm whipping today. (Not really, of course.) But again and again raises the bar higher, so we aim higher, do better. It makes me feel like such a.. a teenager for always spending my time on blog and stuff. Not that I'll stop, blogging is like breathing for me :|.

I want to marry someone who inspires me, who really gets me. Who I can talk to. My soulmate. My HOME.

I don't want to settle for less.

(Notice I said 'I don't want to' instead of 'I won't'. This is because I'm more scared of being alone than I am of being with someone I'm not 100% passionate about.)

Labels: personal inspirational icon